Those songs, they just drown me with memories. I remember it as if it was just yesterday. But in fact, it's been 365 long days.
Do you remember? Do you? I bet it meant nothing to you, nothing at all.
F*ck i still hate you. You never knew you could leave me so deeply hurt, did you? I hate the sight of you. Seeing you makes anger swell so hard within me. Everything and anything that has got to do with you, it still makes me sick. You're still the big fat jerk you are. And i'd never forgive you for turning me into the broken person i am now. You never knew that you could make such drastic changes to someone else's life just like that, did you?
I thank you for teaching me a lesson. A lesson that i'd never ever forget, for life.
And i am thoroughly ashamed with myself. Ashamed at my foolishness. Ashamed at my naivety.
Ashamed that i still believe there's still some goodness in you.
I promised a friend i wouldn't be upset about today. That it's just gonna be like any other day.
But today just feels different. It reminded me of how much of a loser i am. It reminded me of how things have never been right. It reminded me of how much of a monster someone can be.
And yes, I still hate you badly. I wished you were dead, you f*cking liar.
Whatever, just get lost.
xoxo,PEARLYN! 11:45 PM
SKINNED
Lyrics: When It Rains by Paramore
Photo Set: Kristen Dunst for Miu Miu Spring 2008
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GIRL
Pearlyn Wee.
10th May 1993. Fifthteen. Commonwealthian. Basically an average teenager with big dreams. :D
First love of my life: Music Part of the CSS Choir family. I play the piano, guitar, a lil of drums. I listen to alternative, pop or just anything catchy. Love music by Yellowcard, Avril Lavigne, Jay Chou, Fall Out Boy, Angels and Airwaves, Marie Digby.
Second love of my life: Fashion Gotta look good, dress great, feel perfect. A full time shopaholic. Zara's a must stop at every trip! Marc Jacob's my ultimate hero.
Third love of my life: Fat food Always craving for chocolate and Ben&Jerry's Fish Food! A singaporean has to love its country's cuisine right?! Satay, fried rice, chicken wing..
Fourth love of my life: God's creations The beach. The star studded night-sky. Being in the outdoors. Capturing pictures of all things beautiful.
Fifth love of my life: BFFs
Keith! Charmaine! Dione! And all the other people who bring sunshine into my days. Oh, love y'all.
QUOTE
I believe that if you want something, and if you work hard enough, you'd get it. And I have everything I ever wanted. - Benji Madden of GC
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Since the time I started blogging 5 years ago, things that I put under this section always end up in my hands. So I guess it really works!
iPod Nano A Beach House/Headphones/Canon EOS SLR/Drumset/A Recording Studio/A shitload of guitars/Disneyland/Aussieland again!/Holiday to US/A hell lotta shoes/A perfect bod/Dior Addict Shine EDP/MJ Wallet/A mega shopping spree/Plain Ballerina Flats/Brilliant Matte Skin/A million sexy LBDs/Pink Sony Cam/Grow up, do something great in this world, be sucessful, earn $$$!
